aughhh feel so bad..~

Well..yesterday night i slaved away on my sonnet..didnt have anything to write for the first hour..i eventually did finish..about 3-4ish hours later..=.=''..i'll probably post the sonnet up later on when im at a computer or when im actually home..since im posting this entry at school rite now..aughh so stupid of me..i almost forgot to take my meds..ended up taking them about an hour late..then another blunder on the skytrain..noticed a woman standing my seat..was about to move for her so she could sit..saw that she was a senior so i didnt get up..what i didnt notice until several moments later was that she was heavily pregnant!OMG...i was so mortified..in the end i asked if she wanted a seat and then she refused..so i stayed in my seat for about 3-4 stops feeling so guilty..then at one stop i actually did get up for a senior..but he chose not to sit..butas the train started moving he almost fell over..ended up getting pushed into the railing thing..he also almost made a girl spill her coffee too..hopefully this isnt a sign of bad luck of any kind...was planning on working on making a finger joint in woodworking for sculpture..should i actually do it after todays events?